My life was perfect until I met
Joan I knew Joan for quite
some time, however I never
liked her neither did I crave
for her attention. My friends
however teased me with her
as she had proposed me(it
was a dare given by her
friend). At first it did not
affect me at all as I had a
wonderful girlfriend. One night
as usual joan and I were
chatting on Whatsapp. For
some reason we began to talk
about kisses and we decided
that we would kiss each
other. At first I thought of it
as a prank and came up to
her and asked for a kiss.
However this prank did not
remain a prank anymore and
she really kissed me. I had
goosebumps all over my body
and I felt as if I was on cloud
9. After a while I felt awful as
I already had a girlfriend and
I basically cheated on her.
Joan and I began to meet up
on regular basis and our
kissing still continued. She
also had a boyfriend at that
time and we did not realize
that what we did could give a
spark to a beautiful
relationship.
After a while I broke up with
my girlfriend as I really
wanted Joan to be a part of
my life. On 15th September
2014 I started dating Joan
At first things were great. As
time passed and since now I
got to know her even better I
realized she flirted a lot with
boys. She gave her number to
a guy she doesn't know
personally and is a friend of
our best friend. I had to step
in so I started putting
restrictions on her because I
cared for her and loved her
unconditionally.(im a very
over possessive boy) I had
never cried for a girl in my life
before.Life got interesting
with her because we always
had common interests, we
shared everything about each
other, we never hid things, we
just could wait to see each
other. I mean her cute face,
lovely smile,breath taking
kiss..I felt special when I was
with her. I never admitted this
infront of her but I WAS
INDEED THE LUCKIEST GUY
TO HAVE HER AS MY
GIRLFRIEND.She cared for
me, she was there for me
when I needed her. I just
never showed the
appreciation. All I ever did
was scold her for her flaws.
And now I realize that what I
did was the most awful thing.
Today her dad decided to
send her to another university
and me being insecure and
not trusting her sadly had to
break up with her. The
moment we broke up I burst
into tears. I still have watery
eyes.
